oh exciting news. SO at doloris park there were these femmes who baked brownies for butch women. And I (buzzed and dragging around my beer in a pop-tarts box) asked if I qualified. And they said that I had to self-identify as butch. After a minute or two of thinking I decided to fuck all the pressures to id as trans (INCLUDING GENERAL PEOPLE WHO NOW CHECK BATHROOM DOORS TO MAKE SURE THEY ARE IN THE WOMENS BATHROOM WHEN THEY SEE ME THERE). I'm butch. Yep...kinda always have been. I'm a woman and I'm butch. Suck my non-existent cock.
Had dinner the other night with daisy and eric and linda and jo and lauren. I hosted lauren out of my room for the last three days. I miss sleeping with her. I wish I lived with my brother. ANyhoo work has been dull and slow and I've read up about comics again and I want to start work. Amara is a goddess of empathy surrounded by a seemingly bitchy shell that everyone just needs to get the fuck over cause her heart could melt diamonds. Emily's friend Sophie is pretty damn friggin cool. Need to bug her about comic con.
went to my first practice with the santa monica rfc. It was weird...people weren't like...the most interested in meeting people/just me. *sigh* but it was still awesome and fun. Got off of work, drove home, biked 12 miles, played touch in the sand for an hour and a half (sprinting basically) biked 13-14 miles back with my quads cramping on every other hill. Wow I was in better shape before. THe club is cool, the men are neat, the new chicks are bitches. There were five other new girls today and they were from UCLA. nuff said. They totally miffed me after practice. Everyone thought I was a young boy. *sigh* .....damn LA. DAMN LA. It was awkward when a guy who was like a coach was nice to me but thought I was a boy and I tried to tell him I wasn't/was awkward. but he caught on which was cool. BUt I"M TWENTY and they thought I was like 14. grrr
I'm going on tuesday. the women on the team seemed nice enough. Everyone is so fit and fast. Five bucks says they couldn't take a hit though. Girls are on the mind though. I think I need to find someone artsy.